Stepping slowly towards growing up

Hello My dear dear little one ..

You are growing really fast .. and I must say its such a delight to see the same :) .

A new phase has entered your life .. SOLIDS !! Yup my dear , now you are moving towards having rice , daal , fruits etc just like us all and we are reducing milk from your diet slowly . Till now I feel you really like sweet stuff , now why won't you ! After all you belong to two sweet loving parents :) .. So In future you can easily blame us for your unending love for sweets he he .

You have started moving also , normally the stance for crawling is.. you should be pulling yourself forward with help of your arms but looks like you push yourself backward . But that solves the purpose as you are able to move around the room and reach stuff with a pure intention of putting everything into your mouth .. We really need to keep an eye on you as you put everything literally EVERYTHING into your tiny miny mouth :) . No idea till the time you are a little grown up what all you would have eaten .

Now a days if I kiss you my shonu you kiss me back :D , he he yea surprising but you do :) . You have developed your own style :) . I am trying to get back to my earlier life slowly as now you can be left alone for sometime , when you play and dont need me constantly looking after you . I did some baking after a long long time , I really want to master baking as when you are grown up enough I want to bake all nice stuff for you :) . I want to bake all your b'day cakes on my own , hope same happens .. Soo looking forward for you to grow up , for you to talk to me , tell me stuff , share stories etc etc . 

Love you my baby 

your mamma :)

5 months old my little princess !!

Hey my shonnuu , today you are 5 months some days old , dont ask ok why so late for a post !! you have kept me quite busy last few months ;) , but how wonderful the days were now when i recollect I remember mine and your bond getting sooo strong day by day, every moment I loved you more and more , every night I spent awake I came more close to you , I dont remember loving someone something so much ever in my life ... Actually I can easily say that now you are my life :) . Now you also acknowledge the bond and shower me with smiles, kisses every now and then :) , you prefer being in my company amongst everyone , you just become ecstatic as soon as you see me coming in case I am not near you since some time :). I just cannot explain the feeling , the outburst of emotions which I have right now going on inside me , maybe this is something they always call " Motherhood bliss " !! I dont think I could have ever experienced this much love If I would not have become mother , but now I can see what is loving unconditionally means . I love you despite all the tough times I am going through , I love you inspite of all the pains I have in each and every part of my body , I want to just keep looking at you even with stoned eyes of mine due to lack of sleep .. I think all the past months have made me strong as a person and loving at the same time , I could not think of executing so many tasks with so little sleep earlier but just see now here I am !! :) . 

But things are improving my little one and you are also getting used to of our schedule and vice versa.. but as they say Rome was not built in a day ;) and you are a full fledged human being so lets not expect too much and take things slow and steady :* .. Will keep updating you with progres 

Love you my little omi , May God bless you always !!! 

And you are here !!

Hello Miss Sheoli Datta aka our Omi !!

So now I can address you by your name , which your baba and me kept after a lot of considerations :) , hope you will like it in future :) . It had been 6 weeks that you are part of our life in fact you are what my life is all about from last 6 weeks :) !! I won't say it was an easy time , because it really was very difficult . Raising a human baby how difficult can be , I am getting to understand now .. There are days when I get some 3 hrs of sleep and days when i get 6 hrs of sleep are like party days for me he he :P .. And yes maam !!! you are very unpredictable .. there are days you just cry cry and cry whole day , your baba and me just keep taking turns in holding you and roaming around  . Your baba is being a big part of your up bringing facing each and every challenge along with me :) I am pretty sure you are gonna join your baba's party in future and both of u r gonna trouble me together he he .. 

Its beautiful to see you grow my little one . Now you can recognize me and abhisek both :) you know I am the one who feeds and he is the one who holds and roams around .. So accordingly you search for the person :) you are already soo smart haan !! I love seeing ur smiles its the most wonderful feeling when you look at me and pass a big no teeth smile .. I cannot explain the emotions that are in action within me that time , I just forget all tiredness , sleepiness, boredom etc etc and feel like the luckiest person on this earth . Now you can recognize voices and your gaze follows objects , you are not able to make out the direction yet but get alert as soon as you hear something different : ) Since you hearing power has increased its even more difficult to keep you sleeping :P , even a tak or tuk wakes you up :) but its ok this is all the sign of your normal development .

Love you my shona !! Finally I could compose this post ( in parts though .. ) 

Happy Father's Day from little one !!

Hello my chhotu little one !! 

Today We are writing this post on your behalf to your father :) . Its your first Father's day and many more are here to come but since first one is always special , lets wish the most important and wonderful person in our life , " The Baba ;) " he he . 

So dear baba , there is no need to say how much I love you , as that's what I do , I love :) :) !! But still some people are beyond loving , some people who have to be there to make you .. You , some people who I will always be thankful to for being there for me and my dear Baba you top that list he he :) . Thanks for being there for me always , thanks for handling maa during this transition of becoming maa . Thanks for singing that Angel song to me !! btw I don't like it ok .. I just move to turn to other side so that I don't have to listen to it :) . Thanks for buying all that beautiful stuff and loving me soo much even without knowing how I look like . I can feel happiness and joy in your eyes via maa , when she mentions my small mischieves to you . You had been a wonderful dad till now baba , I just hope I too will be a nice kid in future :) , I am sure I will be if you are here to guide me , hold me , caress me . Love you baba !! Just like you even I cannot wait to see you and being held by you 

Yours tiny little one !!

My shonnuu moving all time :) :)

Hey My little one , whats up with you ? Hope you are having a great time inside your mom's belly :) , off lately you have started doing quite some activity in there ;) . Just after food , its soo difficult to keep hold of you , you will be moving here there every where within your small area :) and give 1 or 2 kicks as well .. he he , I love so much your tiny movements but at the same time food is struggling hard to stay in my tummy with it getting churned continuously :P , but its OK most important thing is you are having a good time and are moving every once in a while . I love to observe you doing activities . Nice thing is while sleeping you had been behaving good and sleeping along with me like a good kid :) , I have heard other babies keeping there mom up in the night for you this is not the issue and you sleep just at the time I sleep , so I think that's a wonderful thing :) . Love you my little one and keep doing acrobats the way you do always and be a strong and healthy baby that's all I want 

Love you 

your caretaker

To my little world !!

Apple of my eye
Piece of my heart
You brought together
My whole world

Your small knocks
Open doors to all happiness
Your little movements
Bring smiles to my face

I love the way you respond
To my calming pats
Whenever I find you anxious
In my belly doing acrobats

I love you my baby
Like nothing no one I ever loved
I promise you at this moment
Will always take care of you
Thank you from core of my heart
For this wonderful motherhood

In Goa with you :)

Helloo my tiny winy , today we came to goa :) . I love thiss place and dont know how much you will be able to experience it , but i am trying to make you experience the see , the fresh breeze and beautiful nature around . I hope I can do that .. Mostly back at home you are sitting with me in front of this stupid computer , no idea what I am able to make you experience that time .. or may be I am just thinking too much you are too little to understand all this he he .. Well this place is beautiful as always , this sea sound is so refreshing and all birds chirping around is so peaceful . Even though I know I troubled you today morning by waking up on unGodly hours and then getting into flight , I know I know I could understand by your unstoppable movements inside that something not so usual was happening with you and you are not able to fathom  it :P . I loved it when I rubbed on my belly , tried to calm you down and you responded :) . Love you my shonu, in future also I promise will try and do what is best for my little one and take care of you as much as possible . Chalo will keep you updating with goa , now is the lunch time :)