5 months old my little princess !!

Hey my shonnuu , today you are 5 months some days old , dont ask ok why so late for a post !! you have kept me quite busy last few months ;) , but how wonderful the days were now when i recollect I remember mine and your bond getting sooo strong day by day, every moment I loved you more and more , every night I spent awake I came more close to you , I dont remember loving someone something so much ever in my life ... Actually I can easily say that now you are my life :) . Now you also acknowledge the bond and shower me with smiles, kisses every now and then :) , you prefer being in my company amongst everyone , you just become ecstatic as soon as you see me coming in case I am not near you since some time :). I just cannot explain the feeling , the outburst of emotions which I have right now going on inside me , maybe this is something they always call " Motherhood bliss " !! I dont think I could have ever experienced this much love If I would not have become mother , but now I can see what is loving unconditionally means . I love you despite all the tough times I am going through , I love you inspite of all the pains I have in each and every part of my body , I want to just keep looking at you even with stoned eyes of mine due to lack of sleep .. I think all the past months have made me strong as a person and loving at the same time , I could not think of executing so many tasks with so little sleep earlier but just see now here I am !! :) . 

But things are improving my little one and you are also getting used to of our schedule and vice versa.. but as they say Rome was not built in a day ;) and you are a full fledged human being so lets not expect too much and take things slow and steady :* .. Will keep updating you with progres 

Love you my little omi , May God bless you always !!! 

And you are here !!

Hello Miss Sheoli Datta aka our Omi !!

So now I can address you by your name , which your baba and me kept after a lot of considerations :) , hope you will like it in future :) . It had been 6 weeks that you are part of our life in fact you are what my life is all about from last 6 weeks :) !! I won't say it was an easy time , because it really was very difficult . Raising a human baby how difficult can be , I am getting to understand now .. There are days when I get some 3 hrs of sleep and days when i get 6 hrs of sleep are like party days for me he he :P .. And yes maam !!! you are very unpredictable .. there are days you just cry cry and cry whole day , your baba and me just keep taking turns in holding you and roaming around  . Your baba is being a big part of your up bringing facing each and every challenge along with me :) I am pretty sure you are gonna join your baba's party in future and both of u r gonna trouble me together he he .. 

Its beautiful to see you grow my little one . Now you can recognize me and abhisek both :) you know I am the one who feeds and he is the one who holds and roams around .. So accordingly you search for the person :) you are already soo smart haan !! I love seeing ur smiles its the most wonderful feeling when you look at me and pass a big no teeth smile .. I cannot explain the emotions that are in action within me that time , I just forget all tiredness , sleepiness, boredom etc etc and feel like the luckiest person on this earth . Now you can recognize voices and your gaze follows objects , you are not able to make out the direction yet but get alert as soon as you hear something different : ) Since you hearing power has increased its even more difficult to keep you sleeping :P , even a tak or tuk wakes you up :) but its ok this is all the sign of your normal development .

Love you my shona !! Finally I could compose this post ( in parts though .. ) 

Happy Father's Day from little one !!

Hello my chhotu little one !! 

Today We are writing this post on your behalf to your father :) . Its your first Father's day and many more are here to come but since first one is always special , lets wish the most important and wonderful person in our life , " The Baba ;) " he he . 

So dear baba , there is no need to say how much I love you , as that's what I do , I love :) :) !! But still some people are beyond loving , some people who have to be there to make you .. You , some people who I will always be thankful to for being there for me and my dear Baba you top that list he he :) . Thanks for being there for me always , thanks for handling maa during this transition of becoming maa . Thanks for singing that Angel song to me !! btw I don't like it ok .. I just move to turn to other side so that I don't have to listen to it :) . Thanks for buying all that beautiful stuff and loving me soo much even without knowing how I look like . I can feel happiness and joy in your eyes via maa , when she mentions my small mischieves to you . You had been a wonderful dad till now baba , I just hope I too will be a nice kid in future :) , I am sure I will be if you are here to guide me , hold me , caress me . Love you baba !! Just like you even I cannot wait to see you and being held by you 

Yours tiny little one !!

My shonnuu moving all time :) :)

Hey My little one , whats up with you ? Hope you are having a great time inside your mom's belly :) , off lately you have started doing quite some activity in there ;) . Just after food , its soo difficult to keep hold of you , you will be moving here there every where within your small area :) and give 1 or 2 kicks as well .. he he , I love so much your tiny movements but at the same time food is struggling hard to stay in my tummy with it getting churned continuously :P , but its OK most important thing is you are having a good time and are moving every once in a while . I love to observe you doing activities . Nice thing is while sleeping you had been behaving good and sleeping along with me like a good kid :) , I have heard other babies keeping there mom up in the night for you this is not the issue and you sleep just at the time I sleep , so I think that's a wonderful thing :) . Love you my little one and keep doing acrobats the way you do always and be a strong and healthy baby that's all I want 

Love you 

your caretaker

To my little world !!

Apple of my eye
Piece of my heart
You brought together
My whole world

Your small knocks
Open doors to all happiness
Your little movements
Bring smiles to my face

I love the way you respond
To my calming pats
Whenever I find you anxious
In my belly doing acrobats

I love you my baby
Like nothing no one I ever loved
I promise you at this moment
Will always take care of you
Thank you from core of my heart
For this wonderful motherhood

In Goa with you :)

Helloo my tiny winy , today we came to goa :) . I love thiss place and dont know how much you will be able to experience it , but i am trying to make you experience the see , the fresh breeze and beautiful nature around . I hope I can do that .. Mostly back at home you are sitting with me in front of this stupid computer , no idea what I am able to make you experience that time .. or may be I am just thinking too much you are too little to understand all this he he .. Well this place is beautiful as always , this sea sound is so refreshing and all birds chirping around is so peaceful . Even though I know I troubled you today morning by waking up on unGodly hours and then getting into flight , I know I know I could understand by your unstoppable movements inside that something not so usual was happening with you and you are not able to fathom  it :P . I loved it when I rubbed on my belly , tried to calm you down and you responded :) . Love you my shonu, in future also I promise will try and do what is best for my little one and take care of you as much as possible . Chalo will keep you updating with goa , now is the lunch time :) 

Saw your little face :)

My little one hope you are doing great inside your mumma's belly , today I saw you :) , your little lips , your little nose , small feet, hands all was just soo lovely .. You smiled for all of us as well . A ton of emotions are acting inside me right now , I am soo grateful to have you in my life at the same time I am just so scared whether I will be able to take care of such a beautiful and innocent life , but I promise you my little one I will do my best and will try to be  a good mother . We all love you soo very much , your baba , your grandparents , your uncle , aunt etc etc every body is just waiting to hold you in there arms and pamper you to the core ;) . You are gonna be so loved you have no idea .. 

Also I have observed you like eating a lot ;) , whenever your mom eats something and she likes it , you also move a lot inside he he .. Obviously you must like food , your baba and maa love eating so how can you be left behind :P .. But we will make sure we eat good food and exercise real well in future and be a strong and happy individual :) .. See just now I started making plans for you he he , let me not plan anything and let you be yourself :) , i will try and introduce to certain discipline which I follow  and once you are smart enough you can take decisions :) 

Love you my baby 

your caretaker !! 

I can feel you !!

Oh my shonuu baby !! I can feel your little little movements now , I can feel you hitting pushing inside my belly :) . This is 18 weeks going on and you have started making your presence felt really  well . When I talk to you , you respond by making some or other movement :) , Oh My God !! this is really a divine feeling and its getting even more difficult for me to wait to hold you in my arms :) . Your baba also comes running whenever he hears me telling that you are moving but he is not able to feel you yet :( , in coming days you will be even more active :) .

I have also started these yoga classes from Isha Foundation which take place every Sunday , there we are learning different meditation techniques and discuss stuff related to pregnancy , its nice to be part of such a group where I can find other aspiring mothers like me , with same kind of doubts , joys and feelings . Its nice to be there , we have one salad at the end of every class , they encourage to have salads and raw stuff above the cooked one in day to day life , what kind of life style is most suitable for a to be mother and whats beyond just giving birth to a new life , how important a role mother plays in a child's life etc etc . My little one moves a lot while i am meditating :) 

Time for some study ;) !!

As They say , being mother is a big responsibility .. You better know what you are getting into.. There are lot of people around me to guide me , let me know whats gonna follow , what to do , what not to do etc etc .but still yesterday I decided to do my part of study as well and ended up buying this book -

- Mayo Clinic Guide to a Healthy Pregnancy: From Doctors Who Are Parents, Too!

After going through various links on internet and reading reviews on various sites , I zeroed onto this one . I am still going through various chapters but till now book is really helpful , giving all kind of advice on what needs to be done exactly when on your course of pregnancy . There is a nice chapter listing all kind of nutrition needed when you are pregnant and sources of same what we can include in our diet :) . Good news little one is that !! Your mom is already taking quite nutritious diet except a BIG ? Milk :( ,  your mom hates it big time but doc also prescribed  to take some protein powder twice a day in milk .. So for you my little one , I am having it  now daily :) . Since no more nausea issues are there its easier to consume some milk . I hope you are having good time and i am taking good care of you :) . I will read even more and try and incorporate what is best for you in my daily routine , after all you need the best right !!! :) :) 

Love you 

your care taker

Just Saw you !!!

Hey little one :) !! Today we just saw you for the first time , it's approx 3 months and we could see your head and tiny tiny hands and legs too ... It was really an amazing experience . I wish you could see the smile on your baba's face , he just could not stop smiling , can't believe all this happening is inside me , you are slowly growing inside me :) . I feel so much connected to you and feel so much happiness and love inside me ,thanks to you my little tiny baby . Even if you have not come in this world yet, still you are able to bring so much joy in our world :) , it's a divine experience really , dunno when i was soo happy last time that I shed tears of joy , but you managed to do that , thank dear thanks soo much . I am sure even more exhilarating experiences are to follow , when we will see you growing slowly , when you will start moving inside me and finally when you will come in this world in my arms .. Just cannot wait for that day , I know it's far though :P but started counting days now itself :) . 

Anyways news in the outside world is that ..  all is good here , your mom is widening day by day :P , all her clothes are becoming useless .. Going out is no more an exciting affair, as the big quesn ?? What to Wear ?? is getting difficult to answer ;) . I really like being inside , talking to you once in awhile , reading , studying .. I have discovered there are so mannnyy things I can do by staying indoors :) . Also you have stopped troubling me a little ;) , my morning sickness has reduced a lot , still I think you don't like outside food a lot , I get bad acid refluxes in case i am eating too much outside food :P , actually good for me if you don't like outside food , I will feed you all healthy and home cooked in future as well :) . Your father is really struggling hard to keep up to your mom's mood swings and extreme smelling sensitivity :P , if there is little non veg also in home , he really really had to take care to make sure nothing is smelling , sometimes brush his teeth 3ice a day for talking to me ;) and just be nice to me even though I am unnecessarily angry .. he he , it's cute when he does all these small things just to make sure I am happy and fine :) , he is a very nice person you know :) , m sure he is going to be a very good baba for you :) . 

Love you dear

your caretaker !!